left taipei today. i met with two of my best friends there. although they are still having exams... they actually try to bring me around.. to eat, to shop, top visit their campus...lovely campus. that's the kinda travel i though i want. go with my own pace, having some frens to bring me around while i can have my own choice of places to go, not decided by others. i've always wanted to try new things. but i doubt i am not good at it also. anyway the attempt always drift me off the track, or bring me into some risky situation. if i have known what i want... should i just go for it, or look at other choices? if I am willing to take the risk why i still regret later? am i so eager to try new things? am i really trying new things?
ok what is all this about ...dunno
been holding some old memories, which I am prepared to throw it away anytime when it turns to be harmful. how sad it is that i can''t control what memories i want in my brain. it depends on my hormones and other ppl's attitude towards me.