this few days, didn't really go online at home... even writing my blog in kelly library now...at 2.30am...
dunno why...try to change my life be more unorganized from the constantly unorganized life i have now...
maybe try to avoid myself from some kind of depression and confusion and... want to try to study very hard (7/24) so that my mind don't need to think about other things.... but i always get interrupted by myself
i think it might be a not very responsible way but i dunno what to do for now...